More Love

More blessings: just interested in seeing how many come in.

A pair of $1400 studio speakers for $500--the amount I paid for some cheaper ones (which themselves were a blessing).

I got them one day before the 7 day return limit on my other ones expired.

My friend James has one of the tube mics I'm looking for--possibly for sale. Stay tuned.

Extra days to finish the house here on Olin.

A friend, Jawaid, to help paint the garage. (And break bread with).

A meeting with a writer who knows hella agents. Good ones.

Lots of small stuff--learning that a razor blade takes off grout. Saved me mucho.

A good haircut at an almost random place.

Seeing old friends.

But I know you want bigger than these. I know you won't believe until you see a miracle. Well just wait. Something huge is coming that's gonna make all this other stuff look like peanuts. All these daily blessings. I can feel it. It's gonna be big.

All these happen to be outside when so-and-so walks by. You'll get your biggie. But I'm gonna keep testifying to the little ones. That's the only magic out there anyway. If you're waiting for me to get my $2 Million dollar house just so you can believe everything is perfect when you're out to dinner and the little girl with curly hair smiles at you, then you might be putting the cart before the horse anyway. What is life about if not that which sustains. All the fancy stuff is just god showing off. Redoubling our intentions.

If I were you, I would draft a resignation notice if you hate your job, though. Cause I just left with no plan. I knew that I was worthless--literally worth less--unhappy and working some bogus job I didn't love. We'll see if the world works or not. A lot of people have insisted that it does for a long time--and still we rarely believe. Me, I believe. And I ain't got s-shit from a material perspective (comparitively, of course--I consider myself rich).

My only question is: if it is possible, if it is true love for every man, woman and child right here, right now, what are you gonna do?